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Deric Hamilton
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United States
Hey everyone. My name is Deric, I am a photographer that travels around a bit. I really just use this page to upload random things i am playing around with and as for my craft, have much room for improvement. i just love the deviant community and enjoy posting up pictures of both myself (The only model that works with me xD) and of the world around me. I hope you enjoy the gallery and please feel free to message me anytime. I am on Skype and dA Often so I should be easy to get ahold of. Let me know if you would like additional contact info <3 Peace guys.

Current Residence: Cottage Grove, TN
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Favorite photographer: Mario Moreno
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Last Days Abroad

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 8, 2013, 4:10 PM
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It is my last day in Japan, and tomorrow morning I will be flying from one side of this world to the other. A lot goes through my mind as I think about the last few years. My time in the cities of Oregon, my time in the countryside of Tennessee. Who I was just two years ago versus who I am today. I have had some dark times, but in the end I hope they lead me to a brighter world. I am not only leaving Japan, but returning to the town where for the largest section of my life.... I called home. A small place I had hoped to never return... At least not as the person I left it.

I don't know what I will feel as I walk the streets I lurked in as a kid, down the paths I walked back then. I don't know if it will feel the same or be reincarnated as a new feeling completely. What I dread more then seeing the roads, the trees and places I have walked again is seeing the faces. The faces I can never seem to forget, of those people I have hurt. I have made mistakes, time and time again, and more often then not... When I feel I have made an error instead of facing them as a man, I have hidden away. Ran to a new city, or new state... New places to escape the problems i have caused of the pain I have dealt. To run away from this guilt that weighs me down every time my mind ventures to back then, to those people, to that place or those actions.

So it comes. In 48 hours I will stand where I once stood. Back in the place of my childhood, where I grew. I do not return to it the same as I left. Not stronger, just different. Maybe this time I will be able to walk with myself down the streets paved in memories and not feel like I have to run away from me.

I will miss Japan. Not really for the place... Or the people. Not really for the activities I have done here or the life I have had. I don't feel to attached to all that, it hardly feels real. I will miss this ocean. Though I did not get any time alone with it I feel that is what I will miss most. Even if the things I will remember most only happened in my dreams, I can feel that the waters will never quite feel the same as they did here.


Feeling: Alone



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TDW1sGIFArchive Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank You for the watch as well :) And awesome pictures
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The-Red-Alice Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
I love your pics and I hope that you have been having fun in Japan ^_^ hope we get to talk a lot ^^ feel free to email me 
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sornofderic Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013  Student Photographer
I have been having a blast :) And sure, if you have skype feel free to add me anytime "sornofderic"
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The-Red-Alice Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
i added you : ) 
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sornofderic Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Student Photographer
I see that :) Message me anytime
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CameronssPhotos Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013
Love your photos!
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sornofderic Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2013  Student Photographer
Thank you Cameron :) I have been away for a while traveling. i am in Okinawa at the moment and will try and upload somethings here soon :)
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CameronssPhotos Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013
Welcome:) Is that in Japan or something? But lucky you getting to travel, it's one of my dreams aha:(
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sornofderic Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013  Student Photographer
Yeah it is an island south of japan. :) Heading home to the States soon. I have been here for a few months.
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KleinCiel Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013
huhu here KleinCiel ...
I will delete this account (My pictures have been abused)
You can find me now at this Gemeinschftsaccount again-> :iconpuniiipuniii:
(please watchen)
* This account is deleted, including images*
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